It's summer, and I've spent this past few days here at my house. Getting fatter with all the food and no exercise. Getting dumber with the computer and tv rotting my brain. And romance-less...really really romance-less. I think I don't even like the guy I used to like with what was left of my heart. It's fading quickly now that God has dared me to imagine greater, new things for my love life. Everything I thought I wanted...fading away. It saddens me. I have no one to think about. It bores me. It feels like life is passing by in slow motion. And to be honest, I'm tired of waiting. But I have to. And I am faithful that the drought will cease soon. For me and for my girl friends who also feel this way. And when the waiting is over I have faith I will say "It was worth waiting".
