Change...

I've got a new uniform
I've got new notebooks
I've got a few new songs on my ipod
I've gotten better at singing
I've got a new interesting hole in my right index finger (removed wart :S)
I discovered a liking to a toward TV series
The feelings that were bothering me were pretty much gone
I've got new buddies...

Yet I still long for change. I feel like my happyness is fading away. Help?

Forget being a princess, wanna be a superheroine?

Spent this weekend at "Crisálida". It was an AMAZING christian retreat and it was most magical, amazing display of God's love in my life. I suddely don't care about many things, just because God's love fills that blank space and those doubts. But there was one thing that they told us at the retreat that just kept me thinking a whole lot. "Jesus is my superhero and by the strength and power He puts on us sometimes, we are superheroines ourselves".

I keep saying that I'm a princess because God calls me (and us) his children and He IS the King of Kings, but I never thought of that...I'm a superheroine too because of Him? Yes, I think that's true. You can always break down walls, fight evil, and do impossible things, all in the precious name of Jesus. I knew I was a princess, but not a superheroine. Haha. I asked myself if anytime during my childhood and tween time I wanted to be a superhero.

Of course, when I was a kid I was Blossom from the powerpuff girls. And I think I was pretty much like her. I loved pink. I was very bossy. I was smart. And I was girly. I loved to pretend I was Blossom. I was a PPG freak. I layed on my belly on the computer chair, pushed with my legs and pretended to fly, like Blossom. Haha. Good times, good times.

And then, on my 13's, 14's I got really hooked to the Teen Titans (thanks to a certain boy) and I was Starfire. She may not be the best, but she kicks butt and at the end, she gets the guy. And I think I'm like her even more now. If I had the powers of any superhero, it would definately be her's. To fly, you just think happy thoughts like Peter Pan without the pixie dust. To blast anything with firebolts you gotta feel the righteous fury. Her powers are emotionally driven. And when she was scared, she screamed. When she was overwhelmed, she cried. And if you hurt one of her friends (especially her dear Robin) you were in deep trouble. She is also SO naive, since she is not from Earth. And a big plus, she was a princess from her planet (gave up the throne to go back to Earth with her friends).

And yes, I think I am a lot like her. I am constantly driven by emotions. Get really alarmed and mad when someone bashes on one of my loved ones. And try to make it better if they are hurt. I constantly don't get things and I'm also really slow, I always ask if I don't get something.

Anyways, my point is...bad guys beware, because of the power invested in me by God's Divine Grace, I am a super girl in the name of Jesus. :D

Enough about me! IF YOU could be ANY superhero, who would you be?

Carline :D

p.s. I want a white molten from Chilli's!